Oddly enough, some kind of motivation mustered within me and I suddenly wanted to blog again. Yeah, so I'm not deleting this blog as I had decided yesterday, although I did delete quite a few of my older entries, making sure to keep a select few that I liked. I suppose I should update about my life. Life's been going fairly well... I really think everything's back on track now, that things are going the way that they're supposed to be going. I'm actually satisfied with where I stand now. Believe it or not, that's a lot coming from me considering the fact that I'm always disappointed with myself since I tend to overanalyze everything there is. Going into every detail is obviously not a good thing to do. I'm seriously not as horrible as my mind makes me out to be, and lately, I seem to be realizing that with more understanding.

Hmm, what else? School's been good, I think. I'm doing pretty well in my classes and I'm happy with what my teachers recommended me for next year. I've been trying to figure out what I want to take next year. As for electives, I think I'm going to go for creative writing II (I'm currently in creative writing I), journalism, business and personal law, and Holocaust and Genocide studies. For academics, it's going to be advanced math, either physics or environmental science, English 12 honors, and possibly AP Spanish IV. Has anyone ever taken AP European history? I'm contemplating on whether or not I should take it because maybe that course may be too much for me... it's not that I wouldn't be able to handle it, it's just I just don't want to put myself in the position where I would regret it.

I heard it's really nice out... of course, I'm too lazy to get up and look for myself. We're going to be going to the mosque in New York tonight so I'm looking forward to that. They built a new masjid there so that should be cool, right? I had seen it when it was in the process of being constructed but now it's finally done, masha'Allah.

I haven't really talked to one of my good friends since Monday. A whole messy argument took place on Monday and well, harsh words were exchanged and feelings were hurt. Uhm, we did kind of talk on Wednesday... it's just that I finally blurted something out and we started talking but that lasted a couple of minutes. I think she's still somewhat angry at me about what happened, even though I hadn't initiated it in the least bit and everyone knows that. I guess you can say she's extremely stubborn and doesn't want to admit to herself that she was wrong. I'm quick to let go of things so I decided to start that conversation with her. Unfortunetely, we didn't talk again after that. Oh well.