Sent out four of my college applications yesterday. A few more to go. Pray for me, guys. I picked biology as my major. Why oh why did I do that? I don't know. I mean, I like science and all, and I actually would like my future career to be related to science, but I'm not completely sure about it. Will I be able to bear four or more years of studying hardcore science? Not sure. I know, I know, I need to be more firm, but how can I be if I'm not sure myself? I guess what I'm looking for is security. Four years down the road, I don't want to be completely lost as to what I want to do with my life. I want to be aware of the direction in which I am heading. I simply don't want to regret anything.

I'm so glad my computer problems are fixed. I had been working using safe mode since July (yeah, it got unbearable, lol) and it turned out my monitor wasn't compatible with the new hard drive. So, my dad went out last Sunday and bought a new monitor! Now I can actually print, download, actually use my speakers, etc. It's awesome. I was feeling so deprived for the past few months. It made everything a heck of a lot easier since now I can actually use this computer for school and college application work, now that I can print and all.

Going to the New York mosque today. Will be seeing everyone, insha'Allah. Looking forward to that.

I'm still being a slacker. Funny how I know I'm doing wrong, but I'm doing nothing to correct it. I need motivation or something. I feel so incomplete, as if a part of me has went into hibernation. Frankly, it isn't showing any sign of coming back. I don't know what it is that's disappeared, but it's bugging the heck out of me.